Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble,
whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—
if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.
Philippians 4:8 NIV
As We Think, So We Do
For years I’ve battled insomnia, trouble with both going to and staying asleep. Over the past six months I’ve seriously addressed it every way I know how–medically, physically, holistically, alternatively, and spiritually (prayers welcome), and while my sleep quality has improved slightly, it’s still an issue. It’s not a question of whether or not I’ll wake up between Bedtime and Rise and Shine, it’s how many times will I awaken.
On good nights I’m able to fall back to sleep relatively quickly, but the roughest nights have me tossing and turning for hours (yes, I know I should get up for a change of scenery, but apparently knowing what I should do doesn’t necessarily translate into doing it–a whole ‘nother post for another time.).
When I’m wide awake at two in the morning it usually goes like this:
- Relax and try to keep the dream you were just dreaming going, to fool yourself into thinking you’re still asleep.
- Get mad because you can’t even remember the dream, but you know it was a good one and you want to know how it ends.
- Become increasingly irritated that you’re awake.
- Decide to take advantage of being awake by praying for every person on your prayer list, and even a few more who come to mind…
and it is right about there my mind begins to wander off track (anyone relate…?).
Recently I’ve been convicted about the direction my thoughts were taking. A new series I discovered on Netflix offered a steady diet of…
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I think most of us can relate…
Wow, Robin. I could totally relate to your post–just last nite! Even to the praying for everyone I can think of…then going down a track that is worry… It made me think of the kids song from the 80’s I believe and it was called In Put:Out Put. Thanks for your vulnerability.